The L Word

I thought most of the first show was boring but it looks like an interesting season. The best part was the end..the last like 3 minutes with Shane and Jenny looking at each other. It was intense. The music, too...fuck, I love that song. Totally the song of the hour.

But the look? To describe it...so hard. It was like sexual tension but even transcended further than that into...something else.

There is nothing much in the world like the betrayel of an ultimate trust. It sounds corny because..

a. It's just a television show
b. it was your basic friend cheating with ex scenario

But..not really. When you put a trust in a person, all of your trust, and define them as the one person in your life who would never ever hurt you, and then they do..like the jenny and shane characters...

I have never seen such expression in such expressionless eyes. <--Jenny's eyes. I've been hating on her so long but in that moment felt some weird kinship. From the previews, I can tell I'm about to get into disliking her again.

How can I put the significance of that look into words so that everyone can feel it, too, and why is it so important, anyway? I don't know, plus I'm tired so..

Great, great acting in that scene. I rewinded it a million times. (okay, probably like ten)

I will so cry on the last show. :/