Thursday, May 21, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
April and May
April
1. Got into a pretty big fight with Lorrie and I've wanted to blog about for advice but....
2. My mom was laid off
3. My mom got shingles
4. I got into with my mom and sister (but we've made up)
5. I dealth with CPS way too much
6. I think I got into it with just about everyone except Cris..on a weird, kind of uncaring level. Like, it bothered me in the moment, but in the end, not all that much
7.. I went to a dirty thirty birthday party and drank too much.
May
1. My sister got arrested
2. My brother got arrested
3. My other sister in Houston got laid off
4. All kinds of familia plans went haywire and I fear I'll be stuck here foreva, every time when I have my tippy toes just outside the door
5. Cris's husband left her last night and it causes physical pain to hear the tone of her voice
6. On Monday, I get to watch a child molester be sentenced to five years in prison. What a joke.
7. I am still kind of awkward with Lorrie. She thinks we are okay. But..for me, we are not. So much. But I will always be there for her, no matter what.
8. I went to a dirty thirty birthday part and did not drink too much.
I'm excited to see what June will bring. lol
In all seriousness, I feel pretty good, though. There are worse things in life..and it's beautiful outside almost every day. Summer is coming and that means much swimming. Yay! AND! I might get to go to Alaska and the Bahamas on a job this summer, so that's super exciting.
I'm in the middle of reading that McGreevy biography..."The Confession". It's hard to even get past the first chapter..he paints his childhood life in such a perfect way. Perfect parents, perfect parish, perfect him. And while there are points when he comes off as castigating himself, he seems to be lauding himself at the same time, for the same things. It's very...odd. Martyr-ish is a word I'd use..perhaps. I'm not sure if I'll finish reading it...which sucks, because I dislike knowing a beginning and never learning the ending.
1. Got into a pretty big fight with Lorrie and I've wanted to blog about for advice but....
2. My mom was laid off
3. My mom got shingles
4. I got into with my mom and sister (but we've made up)
5. I dealth with CPS way too much
6. I think I got into it with just about everyone except Cris..on a weird, kind of uncaring level. Like, it bothered me in the moment, but in the end, not all that much
7.. I went to a dirty thirty birthday party and drank too much.
May
1. My sister got arrested
2. My brother got arrested
3. My other sister in Houston got laid off
4. All kinds of familia plans went haywire and I fear I'll be stuck here foreva, every time when I have my tippy toes just outside the door
5. Cris's husband left her last night and it causes physical pain to hear the tone of her voice
6. On Monday, I get to watch a child molester be sentenced to five years in prison. What a joke.
7. I am still kind of awkward with Lorrie. She thinks we are okay. But..for me, we are not. So much. But I will always be there for her, no matter what.
8. I went to a dirty thirty birthday part and did not drink too much.
I'm excited to see what June will bring. lol
In all seriousness, I feel pretty good, though. There are worse things in life..and it's beautiful outside almost every day. Summer is coming and that means much swimming. Yay! AND! I might get to go to Alaska and the Bahamas on a job this summer, so that's super exciting.
I'm in the middle of reading that McGreevy biography..."The Confession". It's hard to even get past the first chapter..he paints his childhood life in such a perfect way. Perfect parents, perfect parish, perfect him. And while there are points when he comes off as castigating himself, he seems to be lauding himself at the same time, for the same things. It's very...odd. Martyr-ish is a word I'd use..perhaps. I'm not sure if I'll finish reading it...which sucks, because I dislike knowing a beginning and never learning the ending.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Black&White
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